The First Post!

In the first post of my weblog, I want to say hello to all visitors here. The people who have fallen in love, the ones who haven’t, the ones who hate it and who spends time to read my weblog.

My clear story is that I once fell in love but this strong emotion was just from my side! Actually it was from two sides but after a while she expressed her true feelings and put off her mask. She simply said that I don’t love you anymore…

I believe that someone has effected her to make such a decision, because even the day before she expressed her true feelings, we were talking about our future, our purposes and etc.

Still I can’t believe that this has really happened! Without her, my dreams won’t come true and i’m hopeless about this damn world… If the situation goes like this and she doesn’t come back, i’ll kill myself. Because if I’m not in her life, there will be someone else and then I can’t stand she’s with another one! No one can love him as I do… but, but an strange emotion! Yes, an strange emotions tells me she still loves me. Oh my God, Who can deny the days that we had?! I wanna beg him, I can’t really stand this world without her and I can’t even express my feelings about her and about my feeling without her…!

My little queenie, please come back and make me be the one who I was!